losing all of this work feels worse than having my heart broken.
i can’t believe i broke my usb key.
all i want to do is go to the registrar’s office on tuesday and either take the semester off or just deffer my degree. i have no desire to make more art right now. and i know it’s my own stupidity but i feel like i lost part of myself. i’m not saying its brilliant work, but its my work. and all my art is an extension of me and who i am.
i feel like art and me are going through an awful divorce.
thank god i’m not home…i feel like i would have gone through a black out rage period and thrown out all my stuff.
i don’t care if i’m being over dramatic. this hurts more than anything right now.